Growing Up

So what does it mean to be a grown up?

Just because time goes by does mean your grown up because your older?

this is the struggle that I am facing right now. I am trying to figure out where I fit in this world. I know I sound like a whiney little bitch. But I am just trying to figure out my passion.

I love my website idea. I think i am going to fight for that. Just got a job interview for Macy's. Hopefully i get the job so i can pay for the site.

Its time to start living my life. Starting now. And making my baby real

Happy Thanksgiving!

Just had my first thanksgiving in Nashville and well it was interesting.

The day started out great, fabulous. I made two pumpkin pies from scratch (including the crust), the stuffing and some veggies. Plus I got to see the Macy's Thanksgiving Day Parade. And Tim Burton had a balloon. It has been 5 years since the last time I saw the parade. (Usually I sleep through it.)


My uncle and aunt (my mothers brother and his wife) came over dinner. And it was quite lovely. I miss hanging out with them. Its been years since I have actually spent time with them the way that I did last night. It was pretty awesome connecting with my uncle especially. He taught be about cars and electricity.


Foot note:
Working on this blog post led me my new year's:
Be a more consistent blogger. 

love

What is love? And how do you know your in love? 

Well after reading countless relationship blogs and just stumblingupon all things love. It is really hard to tell what love is. One thing is for sure. It is all about connection. 

I am no expert. Especially since I pick the wrong kind of guys to fall in love with. They are all good boys (well most of them) the just were never right for me. I think after going through dating hell. I may have found my first boyfriend after 4 years. 

When I am with him the world stops. Its just us and the world. He gave my first orgasm. He finds me beautiful and sexy. I love the way he is a southern gentlemen. And how he has beauty is in his  baby blues and blonde hair. He is my tall glass of lemonade. :)  I just melt when i am with him. 

Is this love? Idk but it sure feels like it. 

So the reason, I am putting up pictures of myself is because i just got a modeling gig in philly!!! Totally sucks i am in nashville. At least my lemonade lives in here. 

love

Working Out

So I have been looking for online workout videos. Why? Cause I would rather workout at home, record what i do, and then critique it for improve movement. So i have been scouring the internet for good work out videos. This is what I have found so far:

5 Min Bollywood Workout