Saturday, May 7, 2011
So I hate wasting my time without a valid reason
I am tech right now for noises off, and it fucking blows. I have spent more time blogging and talking to other people than anything productive. I asked to be on crew and got stuck with wardrobe and it blows. I am trying my hardest to find the good in a terrible situation but it is not worth it. I feel like i am just taking up oxygen and space without any purpose. Since I was put on wardrobe, I made an effort and went down to the costume shop to learn how to use the sewing machines. Even brought my rip pants to work with.
It fucking sucks that I have been busting my ass for no reason. Breaks my heart.