love

What is love? And how do you know your in love? 

Well after reading countless relationship blogs and just stumblingupon all things love. It is really hard to tell what love is. One thing is for sure. It is all about connection. 

I am no expert. Especially since I pick the wrong kind of guys to fall in love with. They are all good boys (well most of them) the just were never right for me. I think after going through dating hell. I may have found my first boyfriend after 4 years. 

When I am with him the world stops. Its just us and the world. He gave my first orgasm. He finds me beautiful and sexy. I love the way he is a southern gentlemen. And how he has beauty is in his  baby blues and blonde hair. He is my tall glass of lemonade. :)  I just melt when i am with him. 

Is this love? Idk but it sure feels like it. 

So the reason, I am putting up pictures of myself is because i just got a modeling gig in philly!!! Totally sucks i am in nashville. At least my lemonade lives in here. 

love

Working Out

So I have been looking for online workout videos. Why? Cause I would rather workout at home, record what i do, and then critique it for improve movement. So i have been scouring the internet for good work out videos. This is what I have found so far:

5 Min Bollywood Workout

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Halloween

Halloween is full of freaky fun. 

Sorry I haven't been around. I have just been taking a stay-cation and learning about myself. I have been on Adderall my whole life and suddenly I am not. So basically I have been struggling with what to do. Right now I am getting introduced to a me and well. It has been fun learning about myself. But now I want to do something with my life. My newest man in my life has a career and "discovering myself" isn't exactly a job description. I need to do something in my life that isn't him. 

Granted he is handsome and seriously when I see him, I drool. But he can't be the only priority in my life. So here is my life plan: 

Build an online social empire. 

And so basically that is what I am going to do. Cause thats all I really know well. Is how to connect people and now I am just using myself as a product. I am also killing two birds with one stone. 

The picture above is my halloween costume <3 

Halloween

Halloween is full of freaky fun. 

Sorry I haven't been around. I have just been taking a stay-cation and learning about myself. I have been on Adderall my whole life and suddenly I am not. So basically I have been struggling with what to do. Right now I am getting introduced to a me and well. It has been fun learning about myself. But now I want to do something with my life. My newest man in my life has a career and "discovering myself" isn't exactly a job description. I need to do something in my life that isn't him. 

Granted he is handsome and seriously when I see him, I drool. But he can't be the only priority in my life. So here is my life plan: 

Build an online social empire. 

And so basically that is what I am going to do. Cause thats all I really know well. Is how to connect people and now I am just using myself as a product. I am also killing two birds with one stone.