Growing Up

So what does it mean to be a grown up?

Just because time goes by does mean your grown up because your older?

this is the struggle that I am facing right now. I am trying to figure out where I fit in this world. I know I sound like a whiney little bitch. But I am just trying to figure out my passion.

I love my website idea. I think i am going to fight for that. Just got a job interview for Macy's. Hopefully i get the job so i can pay for the site.

Its time to start living my life. Starting now. And making my baby real

Happy Thanksgiving!

Just had my first thanksgiving in Nashville and well it was interesting.

The day started out great, fabulous. I made two pumpkin pies from scratch (including the crust), the stuffing and some veggies. Plus I got to see the Macy's Thanksgiving Day Parade. And Tim Burton had a balloon. It has been 5 years since the last time I saw the parade. (Usually I sleep through it.)


My uncle and aunt (my mothers brother and his wife) came over dinner. And it was quite lovely. I miss hanging out with them. Its been years since I have actually spent time with them the way that I did last night. It was pretty awesome connecting with my uncle especially. He taught be about cars and electricity.


Foot note:
Working on this blog post led me my new year's:
Be a more consistent blogger. 

love

What is love? And how do you know your in love? 

Well after reading countless relationship blogs and just stumblingupon all things love. It is really hard to tell what love is. One thing is for sure. It is all about connection. 

I am no expert. Especially since I pick the wrong kind of guys to fall in love with. They are all good boys (well most of them) the just were never right for me. I think after going through dating hell. I may have found my first boyfriend after 4 years. 

When I am with him the world stops. Its just us and the world. He gave my first orgasm. He finds me beautiful and sexy. I love the way he is a southern gentlemen. And how he has beauty is in his  baby blues and blonde hair. He is my tall glass of lemonade. :)  I just melt when i am with him. 

Is this love? Idk but it sure feels like it. 

So the reason, I am putting up pictures of myself is because i just got a modeling gig in philly!!! Totally sucks i am in nashville. At least my lemonade lives in here. 

love

Working Out

So I have been looking for online workout videos. Why? Cause I would rather workout at home, record what i do, and then critique it for improve movement. So i have been scouring the internet for good work out videos. This is what I have found so far:

5 Min Bollywood Workout

Check these Out

A little make-up goes along way for zombie boy.

Halloween

Halloween is full of freaky fun. 

Sorry I haven't been around. I have just been taking a stay-cation and learning about myself. I have been on Adderall my whole life and suddenly I am not. So basically I have been struggling with what to do. Right now I am getting introduced to a me and well. It has been fun learning about myself. But now I want to do something with my life. My newest man in my life has a career and "discovering myself" isn't exactly a job description. I need to do something in my life that isn't him. 

Granted he is handsome and seriously when I see him, I drool. But he can't be the only priority in my life. So here is my life plan: 

Build an online social empire. 

And so basically that is what I am going to do. Cause thats all I really know well. Is how to connect people and now I am just using myself as a product. I am also killing two birds with one stone. 

The picture above is my halloween costume <3 

Halloween

Halloween is full of freaky fun. 

Sorry I haven't been around. I have just been taking a stay-cation and learning about myself. I have been on Adderall my whole life and suddenly I am not. So basically I have been struggling with what to do. Right now I am getting introduced to a me and well. It has been fun learning about myself. But now I want to do something with my life. My newest man in my life has a career and "discovering myself" isn't exactly a job description. I need to do something in my life that isn't him. 

Granted he is handsome and seriously when I see him, I drool. But he can't be the only priority in my life. So here is my life plan: 

Build an online social empire. 

And so basically that is what I am going to do. Cause thats all I really know well. Is how to connect people and now I am just using myself as a product. I am also killing two birds with one stone. 

Changes

Alot has happened since my last post.  Here are the highlights:

• been fortunate to have the opportunity to take a road trip to Asheville with my friend Jess. 
• job interviews in NYC and San Fran
• moving on from Disney (mainly because he got a gf) 
• self discovery: the wild days are over 

Welcome back!

So it has been a whole since my last blog post and that is because i have been focusing on graduating and applying for jobs. Check out my awesome cover letter as I pack 

Out of breathe

 

Rutgersfest '11 was RIDICULOUS! Then Mel and I went to my grandparents for the Passover Seder.  It was so much fun and

Out of breathe

Apple iphone 4 Problems

I have gone through 4 going on 5 iphone 4's. How ridiculous is that???  

July: Waited in line for the iphone 4 on the day it was released. 

August: Left my phone on the roof of my car and well...... 

August: Dropped my phone face down, cracked the screen. 

October: Cracked the back 

March: Left my phone in a cab and it drove off to the ghetto 

April: Cracked my screen and now the buttons (theres only two) wont work.